2008年11月6日木曜日
I got sick
When I raided on the train, I got hyperpnea yesterday. I breathed too much, and my hand went to sleep, and then I went down and squat. The sales person's eyes made me unusual , also I remembered many bad memories on the train. Nobody helped me. Everyone ignored me. I hate the full train. I hate people. Actually I couldn't tell anybody before, but yesterday my boyfriend and his mother helped me. They listened to my bad memories that I had held on my mind. I really appreciate their concern.
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Are you OK? I worry about you;; Occasionally I feel bad when I am on the train too. I am often painful when I am in school ,on the street, on train (place where many people exist) . I had never felt like that formerly, but many people has been painful to me recentlly . I had many bad experiences too, but I can't forget them. The memories appear on my dream. so I often fall into a depression and feel painful, have a headache. The trauma had built on my present negative nature.and I am poor at human relations and I have misanthropy a little,I don't have sociability .I have a complex about them and I always have an inferiority complex....but I may recover from it gradually. I want to try to overcome my bad nature, vicious circle.. People on the train should have helped you. I hate such an indifferent person.I often fall on down ,but people always don't help me. I am really sad and so embarrased. I often wish I could disappear.
You are happy with your boyfriend and his mother, aren't you?^^ Don't work too hard !!
Thank you for your message. I'm happy to share feeling with you. I belive we can overcome our complex!!
Are you ok?
I am worried about you.
If you like, please tell me anything that you want to speak.
I think the people in the train were cold.
I am glad if I can help you.
I am looking for seeing you in next IE class.
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